February 2012
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As long as things keep up like this, I don’t think my heart will ever stop hurting.
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Whoever sent me a message (if anyone did)
Send it again.. tumblr says i got one but there is none in the inbox.
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Today was literally the worst day of my life. Everything just imploded on itself. The only thing keeping me going is the thought that if today is the worst day, it can only go up from here, right?
I’m finally home, I’m going to eat for the first time all day, and then I’m going to curl up with and read The Girl Who Played With Fire, which miraculously just happened to come in...
I normally don’t do this, but I could use all the thoughts/prayers in the world right now. Thanks.
I thought I knew pain before. I was wrong. Nothing ever hurt as bad as this.
I thought I was strong enough for anything. But this might just be too much to bear.
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fuck everything.
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Since Sunday I’ve been feeling increasingly sick. It started out with a scratchy throat, eventually progressing to a scratchy throat with congestion, then a scratchy throat, congestion, stomach issues, and overall aches. I thought it might just be allergies, and kept going on with my busy schedule, until today when I felt so bad I knew something else must be wrong.
After my test this...
Exhaustion due to 11 hour school day+anxiety about my first test of the semester tomorrow+terrible allergies+other events of today=one very emotional Hanna
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The awkward moment when your dad comes over to your mom’s and her boyfriend’s house to do some financial business and drink a few glasses of wine.
Facepalming for days…
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It’s super windy outside and I’m going to have to leave the cozy house within the next hour. >_<
I miss the 75 degrees and sunny weather! :(
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Finally worked up the courage to make the...
Looks like March 27th at 1:40pm is the day.
This is both exciting and terrifying…
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So much to do, so little time.
But that’s always 10^100 better than having nothing to do at all, so nevertheless I’m happy about that. :)
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brb. ripping out my uterus.
“So, little Amelie. Your bones aren’t made of glass. You can take life’s knocks....”
– Raymond Dufayel (via natio)
Go to school, feel like I don’t belong and don’t talk to anyone.
Go home, feel like I don’t belong and don’t talk to anyone.
Something has to change…
My 11am class was canceled, meaning I have two three hour breaks today (instead of the usual one). I could technically go home twice for about an hour each time, but to me it’s not worth wasting the gas over. So instead, I brought myself a blanket and all my textbooks and I plan to spend this time napping and catching up on my reading assignments in my car.
Huzzah for making a shitty...
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Baked a cake, made some frosting, and cleaned the entire kitchen to my mother’s standards in less than 3 hours.
Now off to my father’s! Then cake assembling later tonight.
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I had a lovely evening. It wasn’t anything extraordinary, but just a nice, simple, pleasant evening.
I’m going to sleep smiling. It feels good to be at peace with the world again.
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“Then she sat if paralyzed, thinking. She had never in her life felt such a...”
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“What did he need her for? Maybe she was just a way to pass the time while he...”
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*Having a livid conversation with my mom about her OCD*
Me: I'm going to stick my head in the oven.
Her: Okay.
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